Saturday, September 12, 2009

Maria... US Open Fashion Winner

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Maria Sharapova showed up at the U.S. Open, ready to play some serious tennis and sporting some serious style ... and oh, a $1000 diamond earrings made for her by architect Frank Gehry and Tiffany & Co.

Her Day dress is a dusty-pink with fluorescent green shoulder straps and piping. Of course, the Russian will have a matching visor and a jacket.



The night version of the dress is a combination of navy blue, almost midnight, and silver color blocks and piping. A jacket with oversized hood will make Sharapova warm during cold evenings.



**Although she lost to Melanie Oudin, Her style is a sure grandslam winner....

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Yellow Ribbon Of Hope

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President Cory Aquino,

You care about people and it shows. You are generous with your time, giving of your energy, lavish with your unselfish deeds.Your continual acts of courage and kindness brighten each day. What you did for us will glow in my memory, reviving pleasant feelings every time I think about it. I appreciate you, and I thank you.

Jan Ashlee

Monday, June 22, 2009

Wimbledon 2009

Yeah! I have a new laptop, and so the blogging continues......



Today is the first day of the most awaited All England Grass tournament.... Wimbledon. Too bad Rafa is out of the tournament bec. of injuries, but I think the main highlight will be on:

Maria Sharapova - The comeback, French Open is not her thing but Wimbledon is! she won this grand slam last 2004 and I am soooo damn hoping she will win again. I wonder what will be her all white outfit this season, her last year's dress is sooo HOT!

go! masha! go!

Monday, April 20, 2009

User Friendly

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**I just don’t understand how people are sooo afraid to be their own person. I mean, who cares what other people think? Seriously. I’m so frustrated lately with people who do things just because other people are doing them. It’s just so annoying seeing all these FAKE people out there…(I’m sorry if this is offending anybody). I’m serious though…

I hate how nowadays, barely anyone is real anymore. What I mean by real is, well, people with personality…their own personality, and people who don’t just go along with something…people that have an opinion(s), etc… I mean, I don’t know about anyone else, but right away I can tell when a person is fake. I don’t know what it is about them, but normally there is just something fishy about the certain individual. I mean…I’ve realized this - Most of my “friends” have turned out to be fake. Like…many of them have actually done a really good job of pretending….pretending to be my friend…but in reality, they were just fake people, who ended up screwing me over and hurting me over and over again. I can’t even count how many times my so-called “friends” turned out to be fake, but made me think for the longest time that they were real…and fun to hang around. Come on people, in reality…well at least in this present time, it’s hard to find real, true friends…ones that won’t screw you over, and make you feel like shit, and like you’re worthless and make you cry over and over again. Some make friends to get friends and to get something from those "friends"

Let’s just say I can count the number of true friends that I have on a couple of fingers…
*You know who you guys are…thanks for never screwing me over like everyone else and always being there for me.*

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy V Day!

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My Love for You

The extent to which I love you cannot be captured in words or in a phrase.

It is not possible to count everything I love about you by any number.

The depths in which my soul holds you close could not be measured in feet or any distance traveled.

There is no name, not even the most perfect of names that could justify the love expressed in what you mean to me.

There are not enough words in existence to describe what I feel when you hold me tight and gaze into my eyes.

It is not possible to have a phrase that could capture the essence of my hearts desire when you are with me.

But if there were a number, it would be infinity.

If there were a distance, it would be endless.

If there were name, it would be true love.

If there were words, they would be burning passion.

And if there were a phrase, it would be I love you in everything that I am.

-Jan Ashlee

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Stubborn Mind... Foolish Heart

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Every day my mind asks me what I am doing…

Why am I staying in this dead end relationship?

But every night when I go home to my lonely room

My heart takes over and before I know it I am at your door.

Just one more chance to touch you, to look into those brown eyes, just one more chance to say that I love you, to show you that I love you…

I know in my mind that I am not what you want…

If I was, you would be mine… but you aren’t…

If I was, then you would see the pain that you are putting my heart through and you would show me you love me…

If I was, then you would promise me forever and mean it…
But my foolish heart just refuses to move on…

I think during the day that I am going to walk away… that I am going to throw myself into seeing other people and get over you; but at night, my heart breaks at the thought of being in anyone’s arms but yours… at night my heart rules and my head is put to sleep.

During the day I am depressed and disappointed in myself for being weak and staying with you…
But at night it is the only place I can be…

My heart keeps saying tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow… tomorrow will be the day that I will walk away… I storm to your room all full of righteous indignation for you stringing me along… telling myself that I am going to rip in to you and tell you to KISS MY ASS!!! Then you walk through your door and all my anger just melts at the sight of you… All my righteous indignation is put to rest as I listen to your day… All my hurt burns away in the strength of the love I have for you…

I don’t know that I will always be this way… I certainly hope not…

Sometimes I pray that you will run from me… that you will shove me aside and break my heart completely so that I can heal… but for now… my heart breaks with the rising sun and heals with the setting of it… and I am lost in you…

Lost in your smile, in your eyes, in your life and your problems, in your issues and complaints… I love you far more than I love myself and so I suffer through the unanswered questions and the unrequited love and the agony of being last in your life… the agony of knowing that my heart is your home but yours is not mine…

It does me no good to complain because this is a self made hell and if I was half the man I ought to be I would walk away… but my heart… my ever hopeful, ever naïve, ever longing heart…. Won’t let me…

I love you. totally, unconditionally… I love you and it eat's me bit by bit.

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"When you break up with someone you move on. You don't really want to move on... but you have to because they don't give you any choice."

Jan Ashlee

Friday, January 9, 2009

It's Hard to Let Go

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wow i don't know what to say! all the things i've gone through, well... all i can say is that you should not give all your trust, your love and your everything to the person you loved the most. though it seems that you can't live without that person. it would protect you from being hurt to the extent that no matter how you cry it all out and try to get out from that unexplainable pain, it seems that death is the only way out. that is what i feel when i first handled my broken heart. it's really hard to move on and to let go. it's just easy to say but really hard to do.

I am me,

Jan Ashlee

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Year 2008


My Top 10 Songs of 2008

1. I kissed A Girl (And I Liked It) - Katy Perry

2. No Air - Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown

3. Take A Bow - Rihanna

4. Better In Time - Leona Lewis

5. Paper Planes - MIA

6. Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

7. That's What You Get - Paramore

8. Little Miss Obsessive - Ashlee Simpson

9. Like Youll Never See Me Again - Alicia Keys

10. The Man That Can't Be Moved - The Script


Band of the Year: Paramore
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Buoyed by the popular singles "Misery Business," "crushcrushcrush," and "That's What You Get," Riot! turned Paramore into industry darlings, going platinum within its first 13 months of release and earning the band a Grammy nomination for Best New Artist. The group toured exhaustively in support of the record, even landing a two-month jaunt across the continental U.S. with their idols Jimmy Eat World. Meanwhile, Paramore found time to contribute two songs to the Twilight soundtrack, including the Top 40 single "Decode." A live album entitled The Final Riot! was released several weeks after the Twilight soundtrack, capturing the band's energy as a live act and concluding its lengthy tour.

Male Artist of the Year: Chris Brown

Brown's 2007 release "Exclusive" comes in at No. 13 on the year-end Top Billboard 200 Albums recap, while he places five titles on the Hot 100 Songs tally: "No Air" (his duet with Jordin Sparks at No. 6), "With You" (No. 9), "Forever" (No. 10), "Kiss Kiss" (featuring T-Pain at No. 19) and "Get Like Me" (David Banner featuring Brown at No. 66).

This is only the fourth time one artist has notched three singles in the top 10 of the year-end songs list. The last time was in 1994, when Ace of Base did the trick with "The Sign" (No. 1), "All That She Wants" (No. 9) and "Don't Turn Around" (No. 10). Before that, the Bee Gees did it in 1978 and Elvis Presley shook up the list in 1956.

Female Artist of the year: Alicia Keys

Billboard issued its Year-End Charts and from the list, it is revealed Alicia Keys' "As I Am" lands atop on Top 10 Albums. Josh Groban's "Noel" and Lil Wayne's "Tha Carter III" follow on the chart at number two and three respectively.

Beside securing number one on Top 10 Albums, Alicia also puts her song "No One" on the top spot of Top 10 Most-Listened-To Radio Songs. Beating down such hit singles, as Flo Rida's "Low", Leona Lewis' "Bleeding Love" and Timbaland's "Apologize" featuring OneRepublic, the single has, according to Nielsen SoundScan, drawn 3.08 billion radio listeners between November 12, 2007 through November 16, 2008.

New Artist of the year: Leona Lewis and Katy Perry

Her debut single, "UR So Gay," generated some online buzz with its mischievous lyrics and accompanying music video. However, "I Kissed a Girl" proved to be her true breakthrough single, topping the charts in 20 countries and pushing its accompanying album, 2008's One of the Boys, into the Top Ten in America. Perry supported her debut by joining the Warped Tour that summer and appearing in an episode of The Young and the Restless. Meanwhile, "Hot N Cold" became her second number one hit.

Lewis auditioned for The X Factor in the summer of 2006 and won the third series competition in December of that year. Lewis' debut single, a soulful cover of Kelly Clarkson's "A Moment Like This" (Clarkson's own debut American Idol showcase single), was the number one single in the U.K. at the turn of the year, including the coveted "Christmas Number One." Along with her TV-driven U.K. success, Leona Lewis signed an American recording deal with Clive Davis' J Records in February 2007. By the end of the year, she had launched her debut album, Spirit, in England, and watched it go to the top of the charts (along with the single "Bleeding Love"). The American release followed in 2008, with similar success.

Album of the year: One of the Boys - Katy Perry

Her album has more fun with gender-confused dating among high-maintenance twentysomethings—bicurious straight girls, boys who change their minds like girls, girls you can’t afford, tomboys who shave their legs so you’ll make out with them. Perry’s creative-writing-class punch lines don’t always justify her self-congratulatory drag-queen tone. But she hiccups quirkily enough, and myriad big-name producers (from Dr. Luke to Glen Ballard) keep the new-wave synth hooks hopping. “Hot N Cold” shamelessly camps up the aerobic electro of Cher’s “Believe.” When tempos slow and the sarcastic mood turns sincere, things bland out—but those moments are rare, and “Lost” feels outer-space-lonely enough to pull off its melancholy.Perry brings a unique and clever sense of fun and humor to this CD, all the while managing to create stories that you want to hear again and again. Rebellion aside, don’t assume that her debut is one dimensional. The album is chalk full of beats that are sure to have you running to the dance floor and auditioning for American Idol in your mirror, but it also brings with it a sincerity and depth found in the softer songs.

Movie of the year: Wall - E

The gorgeous, wordless first half has the comic grandeur of a Chaplin film; the second half is a biting satire of commercialism that's far more effective than Michael Moore ever was. And yet at its root this is simply a romance, achingly tender and true, about a lonely little robot and his search for love. Breathtaking in its beauty, scope, intelligence and charm, 'WALL-E' isn't just a Pixar masterpiece -- it's a masterpiece, period.

Best Comeback: Britney Spears

Britney Spears looked a sure-fire LOSER when she went into meltdown and ended up under psychiatric assessment in January as the battle for custody of her kids took its toll. But she ends the year a WINNER – perhaps the biggest of all – for her astonishing, Lazarus-style comeback.


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